Trade with 13:11. he is so awesome.

BWEE BWEE BWEE BWEE BWEE BWEE BWEE BWEE BWEE BWEE BWEE BWEE BWEE BWEE BWEE BWEE BWEE BWEE BWEE BWEE BWEE BWEE BWEE BWEE BWEE! Matrices (c) me.

i hurt myself today,
to see if i still feel.
i focus on the pain,
the only thing that's real.
the needle tears a hole,
the old familiar sting.
try to kill it all away,
but i remember everything.

what have i become?
my sweetest friend.
everyone i know,
goes away in the end.
you could have it all,
my empire of dirt.
i will let you down...
i will make you hurt.

i wear this crown of shit
upon my liar's chair.
full of broken thoughts
i cannot repair.
beneath the stains of time,
the feelings disappear.
you are someone else,
i am still right here...

what have i become?
my sweetest friend.
everyone i know,
goes away in the end.
...and you could have it all,
my empire of dirt.
i will let you down...
i will make you hurt.

if i could start again,
a million miles away,
...i would keep myself,
...i would find a way...

Okay... that had nothing to do with the picture, but Hurt is such a cool song. Go buy it. Go download it, It's by Nine Inch Nails. This is the first GOOD computer-colored pic I did in a LONG time... feel special. (c) me.

This is Ajay, he's one of my good friends on FluffMUCK. ^_^ He's (c) Ajay V. Image (c) Sara Howard.

My friend Alison asked me to draw her one day when I was in my "drawing mood" ... She wanted to be drawn as a cat, and she got in a comfy position, so I drew her. I did this on the bus, then came home and finished it. I really like it, it's the best I've done in a while. Done in pencil.

Another one of my friends from FluffMUCK... Alkire!
I'm not-so-good at drawing lynxie heads, but I tried.. JUST FOR HIM.

image (c) Sara Howard.
Alkire (c) Nate R.

heh, I know it's 4 days late, but happy b-day, Alli! I'd rather give you this, than show you my boobs... heh. And he looks so innocent and cute, too!!! Alli (c) his mini-kitty self... Image and my boobs (c) me.

Here's a pic I drew of Allistar. He's in Matrices' paw. Allistar © his player.

A Greek vase design assignment I did for my Art History class. I used the banding styles from the Orientalizing period. The figure (Matrices) I just threw on there last minute. It doesnt go with the orientalizing style, but whatever, I still got full credit, even though I half-assed it.
Matrices (c) Sara Howard

This is my friend, Angel as one if my Oddity characters.

Matrices and AcYd_RaYNe. AKA the god and goddess of F*CK. Bow to us. We are angsty. Matrices/image (c) me. Rayne (c) himself.

the egyptian anubus. drawn from a smaller image, i cant remember where from, but ehhh... it looks like a doberman... hehe ^^ well... image (c) me.

Apathy and her pet, Kerosene from FluffMUCK! Apathy & Kerosene © Jennifer Rodriguez

I drew this during a boring assembly at school... uh. it looks funny.

I just don't care anymore...
Matrices (c) Sara Howard.

Lookie! It's Mukilteo as a puppy again, and so pukingly cute! hee hee.

cute eh? me 'n rayne (c) ourselfs

shifty eyes + axe = up to no good. A 'nuther pic from my sketch book

Matrices has a curley tail. niiice.

This is for Baize, she's a good friend of mine from FluffMUCK. I drew it on weird paper with bricks on it, I was gunna take the brick-paper out usin' my awesome computer power-abilites, but my scanner kinda made it look cool. so I left it... Baize (c) herself... image (c) me!

I found an old doggie book, and it had a bunch of photographs of dogs, so I went and I drew a bunch of them. Here's a Basset Hound.
drawing (c) Sara Howard.

i had a beanie. yay.

My entry for the VCL's January Competition. My characters Mukilteo and Matrices before and after. Yeah... so I've had 3 years to improve (drawing skills)... but have they changed? heh heh heh.

Matrices and Mukilteo (c) Sara Howard.

BIGMIKEY! for Lee Lee.
Mike (c) Lee Lee.
Art (c) SARA HOWARD.

Matrices (c) Sara Howard.

More often than not my life feels dull and meaningless. My apathy leads to nothing good. But my motivation often leads me to failure because what little expectations I have for myself are too high. And I'm never willing to lower them.

Matrices (c) Sara Howard.

my liddle version of the Kao-ani emoteicon I used to have set as my moodthing for livejournal. this's not animated, but its damn cute.
kao-matrices (c) Sara Howard.

A linoleum block print of a coyote skull I did for my AP art class. I like the colors. Image (c) Sara Howard.

I saw these adorable little sweaters somewhere online that had little Blue's clue's ears and little glove things with the paw prints on it.. (I forget where).. but since Mike hates Blue's clues. and a longlongtime ago him and SW were trying to 'get back' at eachother about dressing eachother in pink, and other stuff. etc etc. I just thought I'd put my little part in with this. my lame-o drawing of mike in a Blue's clue's hoodie, that I intended on inking and coloring, but got distracted. heh, he's either pointing at his head or flipping me off. :D :D I luhv you Leelee.
Mike (c) Leelee
lines on paper (c) Sara Howard.

Drawn and colored over at Renee's house. I HATE his ears. The large hands were a mistake which I worked with and didnt like at first. I sketched and colored it with Prismacolors, then I cut it all out, then taped on his right arm and right leg. It measures about 8 inches tall by 4 inches at the widest part.

Blue dog (c) Sara Howard