This is the Ridia version, before I added my own touches to it ^_^ See, its much clearer :)I absolutely love it! *Squeezes it*
Perhaps one day ill find the patients to color like this in photoshop ne? hehe

Bloodi (c) Himself
NightTracker & pic (c) Rachel 2003
Coloration (c) Ridia

^___________^; this great picci for Bloodi was colored by a great friend of mine, Ridia! *nodnod* Tho she forgot the eyes, and part of his back leg there at the edge of the paper, which I did myself :P though I kinna ruined it in doing so, its all fuzzy and pixalated ~_~ Ill upload her version after this one, its clearer ^_^

I really LOVE this picture to DEATH, and im so happy she colored it for meh! *Squeeze* I absolutely adore how it turned out, and I hope Bloodhound Omega likes it just as well! *Grins*
Thankyou Ridia. :)

Bloodi (c) himself ^_^
NightTracker & Pic (c) Rachel 2003
Coloring (c) Ridia

For Rich.. one of my great online friends, we were chatting online and began talking about old friends.. and friends that we cant find nowadays, wondering how they are, what they are doing with their lives.. and the bad experiences with our non christian friends.. now, we, I, am NOT bashing non christians, I like everyone equally, but I DO believe in God and that he will bring all of his children up with him whenever the time comes..

We were talking about some of our friends accidentally ending their lives early, one of our friends, not saying which, were playing with a gun, you ppl may not think this happens in real life, but it does, it was loaded, and went off, the kid was not a christian.. and so, is not in heaven where he belongs, he was stilla good friend though.. many more stories, but I dont feel like any more long descriptions, plus, its late. Me and Rich talked on the phone for hours after chatting about this online, and he was so upset, which in turn got me all upset all over again, so we cried together over the phone. We may not be able to be there for the other physically, but spiritually, and mentally, we are bonded. Its okay now Richard, im always here when you need me...

Richard is just a human, but here he is symbolized as a wolf, with me sheilding him, trying too, from the pain he endures through out his lifetime, me and him are both strong christian, so seeying others that do not believe, DOES hurt us.. again, not bashing anybody.. so dont e-mail me saying I am. Love you wolf brother, my Tomo.

NightTracker & Image (c) myself
Tomo {'close friend' in japenese} (c) Rich Durst

My best friend in the whole wide world, well, my best guy friend. ^_^ I have two best friends in this world, him, and my gal best friend.
Just a picture I did of Artanis, Chris' wolven/furry self, although I made a mistake about his eyes, they are suppost to be green, sorry Chris. He always seems to cheer me up. I learned yesterday that I failed my Writing 2 class in collage.. the teacher just flagged me over and said, "Oh hey yeah im sorry Rachel but, you failed." im like, G.. thanks.. and so I cried, I cried, and for a change in subject.. cried some more, Chriss comferted me.. unlike another male I happened to be going out with. ~_~
Thankyou Chris, for everything, this week has just been hell for me.

Image (c) the DarkWolf
Artanis (c) Chris Williams

Yes.. there is a story behind this..

Seems every time I get confident about my artistic talent, someone sees somthing I did in the PAST, e-mails me and screws me out verbally. Folks, I wont hesitate to admit I STOLE in the past, happy? I did. HOWEVER< iv changed, and everything you see here is mine, and my shit alone. Im proud of it, and I cherish every picture I draw. I work hard on my stuff, so I would APPRECIATE it if all of the dumnasses would leave me alone mkay? Stop e-mailing me, you all can think what you want, but I dont like to hear it. Im human too, words HURT worse than any physical pain I may ever suffer. Im trying to better myself.

Mayra Boyle aka THE purle Huskie has even drawn me an AWSOME pic and congradulated me on my improvement over the past year and is impressed iv joined VCL with what iv done. Mayra and I started on the VERY wrong paw because her art is the stuff I took, any of you who are fans of hers has probably seen the revenge pic ~_~ that still hurts, but her newer pic of me and her made me happy, and I again found that I CAN improve, and im happy to be here on VCL. This may have either uined my reputation as an artist, but I wanted to get this off of my chest to everyone here and willing to stop and read. Think of my feelings, im striving to become half as good as some ppl here, and there are many ppl here that I admire.

Live long and prosper all of you artists out there, and remember, I may have to start from below the ground and work my way up, but by the Hell below and heaven above, im gonna do it! *Sighs, glances at all of the odd looks,a nd crawls out with a whine*

Character and Image (c) me, NightTracker the pissed

One of my BEST furry drawins EVER drawn most probably! *Nods and bounces* Eeeeeeeeh, im so proud of it! Yeah, Tracker walking Meadowlark's Song, my youngest,a nd newest addition to my Collie Kennel. She participated in her FIRST dog show a month back and even tho she was all prettied up and in nice coat, she acted HORRIBLY! Ugh.. lets just say I wasnt to happy with her... nope, not at all. Although I tried looking at it from her point of view, tons of new ppl, tons of other dogs.. but still, shes SUPPOST to obey her 'alpha' merf.. gah oh well, I still lovies her, and yes, shes a white collie, I specialize in breeding/showing whites. Webpage up soon, then you, if any of you wanna, can view my zoo. ^_^

NightTracker (c) Myself
Meadowlark's Song is also, (c) herself dur O_o

NightTracker and Thunder, my rl boyfriend, we wrestle often, and although its fun, I always seem to lose.. hmph, its just because hes bigger than moi..

NightTracker (C) Myself, the wonderfull DarkWolf
Eternal Thunder, or just Thunder (C) Mark Adkins

loooooooong story O_o

Mark found out me and Matt were hanging out, Matt realllly likes me, and I really like Matt, all of you who saw Matt in his dragon form? This is his youkai form ^_^ puppy! BIG puppy! he is three things, one, Red the Dragon, two here, Shirubaa Yaminu, meaning Silver WildDog in japanese ^_^ Or Inuyasha, any who knows about Inuyasha, right *Grins and tail wags* My Inu-chan! My Inu-Matt ^_^
Anyway....

Mark found out we were hangin out, got jelous, left me some god awful messages on yahoo messanger, making me cry, Matt was with me at the time, and just held me as I got upset. Mark REALLY upset me folks. I mean, iv been upset before but calling me the things he did, traitor, a cheater.. I broke up with mark a few weeks before Christmas, and me and Matt just started 'officially' going out what, yesterday? Jeez.. he needs to get off his high horse! anyways, Matt helped by just staying with me for a while, so here is me, lying behind of him in his dog demon form and just crying, while he stands over me, concerned as always. He hates seeying me so upset, and hes told me so. He cant stand it when I cry ^_^ I really do like him :)
And yes, he is SUPPOST to look like Inuyasha, thats what he wanted me to draw him to look like ^_^ I have him SO sucked into that anime, hes just as crazy over it as I am! hee!

NightTracker & Image (c) me, the DarkWolf
Shirubaa Yamainu (c) Matt Tucker

I used to have those pants and that shirt... anyway..
This was drawn early january 2003, and recently colored, shudder at my preschool ways of furniture drawing. *growls* its the mood I wanted to get acrossed here. And my hair was that short early this year.. my hair grows faster than weed O_o its already at my shoulders again. ~_~

This is my pepaw, or, grandaddy, which ever you wish to call him. Hes a black and silver german shepered because he loooooved those dogs to death, hes silver because his hair is gray/white with black highlights, therefore, silver and black, yeah, the point is acrossed. the song fits this well because my pepaw used to be so full of life, now he has olsimers, or however, you spell that damned disease and its slowly sucking his memories of me, my memaw and the rest of us away.. its sad. Hes stick thin, wont eat that much anymore.. hes getting worse with his age, hes in a nursing home. I should go see him more often, but as sensetive as I am deep in my heart, I cant bare to see him in such a state.. so I just keep the pain to myself, and cry internally. Seems alot of bad shit is happening to me dosnt it? I dunno, maybe im a bad luck magnet. I love my pepaw. Case closed. The song is called "Bright Eyes" and is (c) to the artist whom wrote and sang that, I cant think of the artists name right now ~_~;
And those are TEARS comming down Tracker's face, not ear rings like my mate thought. *Grumbles and stalks off*

Pepaw Stallings (c) Himself
Tracker & Image (c) NightTracker/Rachel 2003

In response to my Depressed picture.. I got a wonderful e-mail from Bloodhound Omega, the dear soul drew me a beautiful picture and sent comferting words and feelings. I couldnt thank him enouph..
Im still terribly upset, and things are still horrid, but things are beginning to stabalize somewhat.. and in Bloodi's e-mail, he requested that, when im upset, and feel theres nothing I can do, picture myself happy, in a field of grass, playing with butterflies.. I thought about that.. and sat down and began to sketch.. Im very proud of this picture, im astounded something so grand came from my shaking hands and teary eyes. NightTracker, doing just that, Dancing with Butterflies, twisting in mid leap as if to fly with them..

A massive thankyou to Bloodhound Omega for inspiration to this picture, I dedicate it to him, for making me feel better, no matter how slight, the world needs more ppl like you Maja. *Smiles and hugs*

I usually suck at coloring pictures, that is why I rarely color.. because of my kindergarten style ~_~ after viewing others 'fur texture' art, I thought id try it, now, this is my first picture int his style, and I have to say, I rather likes it, alot. And so, whenever I have enouph gumption to color anymore pictures I draw, im going to take the time to do it in this style right here. Im very happy with how the fir turned out. And yeah, my cross necklace isnt visable because of the angle Tracker's at.

NightTracker & Image (c) Myself

LOL! You should have SEEEEEN the shade of red Matthew turned when I showed him the picture! *Chuckles till she pops* yeah, it was funny. In chat one night we were playin about in our animal forms. I shifted from fur form to regular wolf form and just nuzzled between his pant legs cause he had morphed into his furry form just to be teasy and playfull. He responded with, "*Ish not wearing pants*" I was like "Well, your in your furry form currect? You should have clothes on!" He replies with "Oh.." It was FUNNY because he just made a complete full out of himself, I HAD to draw it, and I am SO happy with this picture! Matt didnt want me posting it. So shhhhhhhhh, its our secret, it was just to damn funny to NOT show it off. ^_~;;

NAKED Shirubaa (c) Matthew Tucker
Tracker & Image (c) NightTracker/Rachel 2003

I wish I could just shrug and let the burdens of life and rude insults just roll off of my shoulders, but I cant, & I dwell, horribly, & think of nothing but how bad ppl see me & how they think of me. I got 'more' hate mail on my main comment page on my elfwood site. I left them there, I have nothing to hide.

My art is greatly inspired by Huskie & others. I do not trace, nor do I steal artwork. Inspiration is NOT theiving.. GoldenWolf says it wonderfully, visit her site on it. I just wish ppl would realize that, because every little comment that is made on the subject really hurts me.

Beaten, scarred, tail tucked tightly & ears pinned back, I can only cry, & the only things that keep me company, are the shadows within my world.

NightTracker & Image (c) Rachel 2003

I swear, I really do dislike my family, ALOT of the time.. today, er, now its yesterday, even into the midnight hour and them on and on.. my parents fight, and I mean.. fight, especially tonight. My mom is such an untrusting *Snorts* at times.. she thinks my dad is cheating on her, hes NOT, atleast, I dont think he is, he dosnt seem the persont o do so.. I dont think he would. He couldnt! Im upset, iv been crying off and on constantly about it. I love my parents but.. my mother has NEVER, EVER been trusting.. never.. and everytime Dad would do somthing the 'tidiest' strange in her eyes, she strike it up, light the match, and start a forest fire. Me and my little brother try to stop them, but mom comes down harsh on us, so I come to my room, jam my music so I cant hear them, and draw.. this picture came to me today/last night when I could still hear them over the music.

NightTracker, in the bareness of my room I sit, I ponder what will happen next with a heavy heart, and equally heavy paws. Stairing into the naked door I hear them, how can I help but not? I want to run, far away, but im chained, trapped forever in a house devided. Trapped under an ever vigilant, and over protective mother and father. I might as well be shackled to the walls, for I shall never be free of this torture. They have no clue how this rips my soul apart, how im torn between so many differant feelings. I cant breathe from their blanket of hatred and loathing for others pasts, and I cant seem to get away, no matter how hard I try...
I just want to be free... why cant I be?

NightTracker & Image (c) myself

Just felt like posting this.. its my DevID for my Deviant Art page, I have moved there now, it is my new home ^_^ I luff it muchly. Any who are watching me here, go there, becauuse it will probably be once in a blue moon I upload anything else here.

Thankyou all for the ones who have left me beautiful e-mails, and gift arts when I was down. I hope to see you at DeviantART sometime. :)

NightTracker & IMage (c) Rachel Postlewaite 2003

Not tooooo good, just a furry character I used to play in a Sonic rpg once. O_o a collie dur! *Nod nod* Her ears are to big, and her eyes are weird.. ~_~, might add color one of these days, iffin I ever feel like it, to many B&W drawins.. bah, humbug. Oh, and it turns out Eternal Thunder wasnt the first fur I drew, twas Dion here! *Hits herself* My memory sucks.. who am I again? Uh.. riiiiight...

Dion (c) myself, the Darkwolf

I cant draw cats. ~_~
One of my good friends, well, she WAS one of my good friends.. now were just.. there, ya know? heh.. anyways, back when we were pally pally all the time, shed fuss over the way I dressed. I cant help it if im a tomboy and I like dressing in comfertable, baggy clothes, and like to get dirty an stuff.. *_* Shes like, well, if youde dress up a bit more, youde proly get noticed a bit more.. im like.. well, I have the friends I want, and im making more all the time that dosnt care what I dress like, they go for my ironic, outgoing, halfly depressed, snappy sence of humor! Dont judge ppl, it dosnt pay off. If you judge by how a person looks, your pathetic, my boyfriend loves me for who I am, so that should say somthing right there. So shut up, go away, leave me alone..
Sorry for the long description.

Unleashed Fury (c) Amanda Phodes
NightTracker the annoyed (c) moiself

hehe! its me and Shirubaa again, yep, hes a full demonwolf, so hes massive in size compared to me -_-;; lol ^_^

In rp chats, Tracker is always going after his ears, I thought it would be awsome to draw this, and I did, he laughed himself silly, he liked it hee ^_^ Im rather proud of how this turned out :)

NightTracker & Image (c) myself
Shirubaa Yamainu (c) Matt Tucker

Eeeeeeeeeeh, full piccie of my boyfriends character, ALTHOUGH, this was the FIRST full body pic I did for him, and really, my first REAL Fur drawin, so alot of things are out of proportion, I know for sure his legs are to short. O_o well, like I said, my first real fur drawing, he loves it anyways. *Snuggles Thunder*

ET, LMAO! Um.. right, ET {Eternal Thunder) (c) Mark Adkins
Art (c) moi, zeh DarkWolf

Awww *Snugs* Its my Artanis! Also known as Chris, he cheers me up so much of the time, when I DO think of suicide, hes always there, making me feel better and telling me I mean so much to him, I love him to death, good friend, Chris is. ^_^

Regular NightTracker wolf (C) the beautiful DarkWolf
Artanis the blushing wolf is (C) Chris Williams

Sad sad sad! *Clings* hes gonna leaaaaaaaaaaaaaave me in May! Murrrrr... atleast he'll be back ^_^ when he told me that recently, I was like *blinks* wah?? *Blinks again* this was my reaction on paper *nods* and I STILL hate drawing hands ~_~ anywho.. and yes, he IS that tall and he IS that thin, in fact, hes a bit taller than I drew him here O_o im 5'8" and hes 6'4" ^_^

...and LOOKIT, I actually remembered to draw the Inuyasha collar on him! *Chuckles* I actually MADE one of those collars and successfully, after MANY tries, collared him! lol, now he has to sit whenever I tell him to! He does to! :P hehe, its funny, course, weve worn it out so much with tugging and playing with it, it needs a new paint job, so for the time being, it has been removed and hes immune to my sits. ^_~; lol fun fun. Im proud of this pic.

Shirubaa (c) Matthew Tucker
Tracker & Image (c) NightTracker/Rachel 2003

Sniff sniff, awww..
The original sketch to this is in my Sketches section, if ya wanna see it before I colored it. Wheee, my FIRST computer colored piccie! and it sucks! lol, not nearly as good as some artists iv seen out there, but I am proud of how it turned out. The original sketch was done one night when I was really depressed, frightened, and all-together pissed off all at once. Not a good mix of emotion, tisnt pretty.. *Shakes head* and so Chris helped me, yet AGAIN.. he helps me so much more than my Boyfriend does... hmm, yeah. *Sighs* hes always there to hold me when somthin's wrong, love ya Chrisness *Snugs* My big shoulders to cry on. :) Although I still feel guilty for venting to him constantly. ~_~;;

NightTracker the sad (c) Myself, the DarkWolf
Artanis the spirit uplifter (c) Chris Williams

drawn just yesterday, finished today anbd scanned. Chris' dog Baby had to be put to sleep this morning, or, now, it was yesterday morning.. very sad. He was VERY upset.. and I can sympathize, iv lost so many animals, and one was even MURDERED and brought BACK to me in a plastic BAG.. yeah, THAT was traumatizing folks. And I was what, only 12 or so? Yeah.. but that is a story for another time, with another drawing.. just thinking about that makes me want to kill that guy.. anyway.

I talked with Chris, hung out with him and just was there when I was needed. Hugs Chris, Love you, stay and remain strong, I know you can. Atleast now, shes in a better place, playing with the clouds with Kaite, and the rest of Heaven's furry angels. Little Baby, you will live forever.

I fucked up Tracker's right arm in this picture, but I dont care, its the FEELING I want to get acrossed. Thankyou.

Artanis (c) Chris Williams
NightTracker & Image (c) Rachel 2003

dammit! >.<
I miss my Chrisness -_-; *Cries*

shes holding an Artanis plushie, for any who cant tell *Frowns and cuddles it*

NightTracker & Image (c) Rachel 2003

Yes im lazy and dont wanna fix up images or color them, dont wanna ruin um Nyeh! O_o
Anywho..

I drew this a few hours ago on this day, er.. night..

Marie, the panther standing near me here called me today saying that Mark was really sick, and I mean.. sick sick, like throwing up cant move or sit up sick. She wanted to take his christmas gift to him, and since she dosnt have her liscence yet, needed a ride. I emidiately agreed with no hesitation and snatched up Mark's gift as well, hes still my friend ya know! O_o
So I got ready and left as soon as I was able, picked up Marie and we headed out to mark's place, indeed, he was so sick he could barely move, I felt so sorry for him, he was in so much pain.. adn nothing he took seemed to help. He craved morphine but me and Marie were like uh.. no. The feelings washed over me like a giant flood and I couldnt help myself, I laid down in the bed with him and snugged close to him, I dont care if I get sick or what. He was in a great deal of hurt and I wanted to confert him. So we cuddled for a while, no were not back together, he just needed someone to be with at the time being. And the fact is I did miss snuggling with him, heh ^_~
He enjoyed his gifts after unwrapping them finally, and after talking with him a bit, left. When I got home I drew this, me, Marie, and poor Thunder, sicker than who knows what. He better get better soon!

NightTracker & Image (c) Me, unhappy wolfess of darkness
Eternal Thunder (c) Mark Adkins
Marie the unnamed Pantheress (c) Marie Hendrix

The scan on this didnt do it justice.. *Sniffs*

In Memorium, Lukace Ward, he died yesterday in a motercycle accident. I dont know the entire story, but it did upset me. I mean, He and his younger brother, Jacod Ward use to make fun of me ALL the time in middle school, then grew up and matured, and actually, we didnt really 'get along' but we didnt hate each other anymore. The two brothers lost their mother two years ago, and that was a great loss. It was just them and their father, now, Luke has been killed. I shouldnt really care because of the horrible things they did to me but.. its just.. me. I care, and I feel so sorry for Jacob and his father. I dont know how they will cope with that.

With the picture, the cross is a major part of the picture because rumers say, that Luke, or his entire family, wernt Christian, and even didnt believe in God.. now, I hope this isnt the case and that they ARE just rumors. But jeez.. thats just bad, considering back in middle school, I wished somthing bad would happen to them.. now I regret it. This picture came to mind, and so I drew it. I hope Luke and his mother are in Heaven, where they are suppost to be.

NightTracker and Image (c) myself

Lookit, see, im not gone! Hee ^_^ Just got on one serious drawing depression. O_o that and iv been busy like crazy. *Nods* Here I am, talkin with my best bud Chris, he has always been a bit depressed because he didnt have a significant other. Well, he got a date! Woot! Had that date tonight as a matter of fact. ^_^ But before, we were talkina dn he was being so negative.. "What if she dosnt like me.." "What if I do somthing wrong.." Im like /dude, its FINE, chill out and just be yerself!/ Well, when he got back, we talked again, he liked it, they had a good time. ^_^ *Smiles and hugs Chris* Hes a good guy, I wish him the best of luck! Hes my best friend!

Artanis (c) Chriss Williams
NightTracker & Image (c) moiself. :)

*beams* proudproudproudproudproud! heee, first photoshop work for me! Its simple, but hey, I like it! *Grins and tail wags* its Kamakazie, a wolfdog character I play in a Balto roleplay with a bunch of my great friends. :D Hes gruff, but understanding, hates strangers, and follows without hesitancy, his wolven leader White Ember.

He has his wild side, and his doggish side since hes a halfbreed ofcourse, his eyes are mis matched to show this, the amber, the wilder side of him, and the pale blue, the husky side of him. Hes forever torn, and often finds himself missing the team of dogs he used to lead, but is stubborn,a nd dosnt want to leave the wolven community. I love him, hes great! I need to do a full body pic of him like this O_o perhaps one day.. I was being lazy when I did *this* one, which surprized me. *_*;; lol

Kamakazie & Image (c) NightTracker/Rachel 2003

upload allowance is 13 bonsai kittens!?? WTF?? anyyyyway.. not a kittin but a holy terror of the skies! None other than Marix's oh mighty father! Koushoku Akumu means /red-lipped nightmare/ in japanese ^_^ played by one of my other friends. He is a demonwolfy that was killed twice, but keep comming back because Satan himself holds Akumu's soul and now the wolf only lives to kill others that Satan wishes dead.
Tried a new inking on this pic, kinda like it, kinda dont. O_o he has acidic talons /and/ acidic fangs, guess where Marix got her claws and demon powers from?? ^_^ I love Akumu, he rocks and kicks major ass *nods* he made a short appearence, trying to have Marix join him in hell, she denied to stay with Nerat and her pack. So, the entire pack had to kill him /again. and so far, he has left them in piece. *nods*

Koushoku Akumu (c) me!
Art (c) me as well! :P ^_^

yes, thats all of the winged wolfy art, for now ^_^ inspiration is a wonderous thingie.

Done for Chris ^_^ Tis true.. I love TWO guys. *Sigh* Geh, is that a bad thing? I want to love them both but.. somthing about it just seems wrong? Matthew and Christopher.. This was done for Chris because I was talking to him about me and my Matt situation, he said he felt so sorry.. and that he may have to just, fade away, or somthing. I dont want him leaving me, iv gottin so used to him being there, close to him.. so I drew this.
As said in previous pictures, I love you Chris, nothing will change, ever.

NightTracker & Image (c) Rachell 2003
Artanis (c) Chris Williams

and my other best friend, had to say things were really rocky there for a while, but she is finally busting through her immaturity cell me thinks?
Well this is rather late being posted, it was a birthday pic I did for her, her birthday was November 4th O_o I gave this to her and she loved it like crazy. ^_^ We'z best budz we are yep. Well, just thought id share this with the world, feline ppl, enjoy, even though I suck at drawing felines. *Blinks*

NightTracker & Image (c) the DarkWolf
Unleashed Fury (c) Amanda Rhodes