Its hard to just be friends with someone, but yet think about them as something alittle more. Having a very interesting friend for a while can be very hectic, even if that friend is single and thinks of you as a great friend, becuase he/she can tell you anything with an open mind. Of coarse, you dont tell that friend how much he/she means to you, because of embarrisment. lol. Saying even one wrong thing would risk the relationship between you and your friend, so the truth is always locked up inside of you for god knows how long until you have enough corrage to go up to yoru friend and throw yourself out to him/her, telling that person the truth about how you really feel.

:shrugs: Im just Wakking away, like in Charlie Brown

MoreThan... © 2004 Alex Cockburn

This was based off of something that happened to me a few nights ago. After a hard days work at Starbucks, my coworkers wanted to go out drinking at the local pubs. It is a "tradition" for those who work at Starbucks. I am not a drinking person, but they bought me a few strong liquors, four mostly... After drinking about two of them, I because quiet, almost reclutent. Most of the people in the group knows each other for many years, and I am very new to these people. I did not know what to say, and drinking that much, I did not know what to do or how to act. I felt very issolated...That is the last time I am going out to drink with them...or have that much to drink...

NervousCorner © 2006 Alex Cockburn

No Tushy Bite

There are times when she is very cute and innocent...and there are times when she can be a pain in the butt.

No Tushy Bite © 2007 Alex Cockburn

One Missed Date

The Dear L letter is too long to post here. Please click on the COMMENT link below to view the letter on my FA page. Thank you.

One Missed Date © 2007 Alex Cockburn

Peanut Butter and Jelly Time

PussyCat being silly. Gotta love her.

Artwork © 2008 Alex Cockburn

Peter Rabbit

This scene is from one of the Peter Rabbit stories: Benjamin Bunny, where Ben and Peter go into thee farm once more to pick up some turnips, but Peter has been in the farm before and is constantly on alert, dropping the turnips as he heads home. I thought it was a good and spooky scene to do instead of him wiggling his way past the wooden fences in the first story.

Obey the Power of the Bunny and read Beatrix Potter!

Peter Rabbit © Beatrix Potter
Artwork © 2008 Alex Cockburn

Its been a while since I used color in my works. Decided to color this picture in with prisma instead of computer.

I do not know why, but I think one of the important things about sexual intercoarse/foreplay, would have to be the facial and body expressions your mate does while you give him/her pleasure. By just looking at heir facial expressions and the way their body moves and reacts to your touching and whatnot, you can tell what parts and actions your mate finds incredible and pleasurable. From there, you continue your actions in those spots to make your mate feel more pleasure.

I dont know if I am making any sence or not -_-. I am the kind of person who likes to give than receive. ^_^;

PleasureWatching © 2004 Alex Cockburn

Protector of Life

A third poster for an idea I am working on. This one might be my best one out of the three. I drew this last year and colored this yesturday. I just watched the Mummy trilogy and was inspired to finish this image.

Protector Of Life © 2009 Alex Cockburn

Pudge Love

..."He said nothing more as he leaned against my shoulder and hugged me. His words struck me like cupid's arrow and his hug was like a protective wing radiating from his back to wipe away the sadness. I smiled as I sat there naked with him, my hand holding his and the other caressing his muzzle. The magazine was still open on my lap, still on the same page as the models I was comparing myself to. I didn't say it. I didn't have the strength. I thought it as I looked down at those skinny models: "I am sexier than you’ll ever be."

( Story is too big to fit here. Please view it on FA. Thank you )

Pudge Love © 2009 Alex Cockburn

Pudge Pride

I might think of selling these images as prints with a loving description on the bottom. It would make a good gift for someone who has the same body type as one of these images and also who are depressed because of their body. These were all done with pen and prismamarker. I really had fun doing these images because they were a happy ones and colorful ones as well. I will be bringing my sketchbook to FurFright so you can take a better look at these.

These images are NOT for pornographic material, hence no nipples :P

Names of images:
Big ones: “Hiding” and “Back”
Top row: “Expose”, “Huskie Dansen”, “Cupcake”, “Muzzle Shy”, “Tummy Lick”
Bottom row: “Big Body, Small Chest”, “Balloon Belly”, “Belly Butterfly”, “Loli-Butt”, “ Peace Mouse”

Images and Pudge Pride © 2008 Alex Cockburn

PussyCatSays

Pussy Cat gives her two cents on the subject.

PussyCatSays © 2009 Alex Cockburn

My first marker colored drawing. I was at Cat's dorm and I just decided to borrow some of her markers to color this. It was my first time, so I did not know what I was doing. Thanks Cat

RabbitBath © 2005 Alex Cockburn

Yiffrotic Model Interview

It is a on-running idea that I have been pitching in my gallery for sometime: What if furries do exist and had to go through hard times of being sexual icons. In later images, I will explore the different steriotypes in the fandom and try to illustrate their point of view about who they are. Examples are: large breasted models, girlie-boys, cowgirls and herms.

This is not to put a damper on the adult fandom at all, but just a question about how would a well-known furry character that is always portraid in the adult furry websites would feel about always being a sexual icon and if it is something that s/he wants. Im just trying to be realistic 0.o;

This one is about how large breasted vixens are looked upon as sexual models.

YiffroticModelInterview © 2009 Alex Cockburn

Glowing Edges

Just something I did because I was bored...

Glowing Edges © 2008 Alex Cockburn

I had fun with the outfit~ .... hmm..Green eyes?

Rosered© Alex Cockburn

These are two drawings, one for each of my roommates. They both have a cat; Roxy and Spooky. Roxy is a very nice feline who loves attention. Spooky is an attention whore who claws at you for fun.

These are done on black board with prismacolor pencils.

Artwork © 2007 Alex Cockburn

Was watching a music episode of DREW CARRY, and they did this type of music that felt lik eit had a good beat. I dont know what the name of teh music is, I just liked it ^_^

ShakeYourGrooveThang © 2003 Alex Cockburn

Here is one of the images I wish to put in my protfolio for Narritive Illustration. "Territorial Debate". This was done with Prisma and sharpie. The insperation came from one of the images in the book Doloreaux, Supplement for IronClaw. I never played IronClaw or anything like that, except Dnd and WhiteWolf. On page 19, that is where I got inspired to do this drawing. The image, done by Jonas Silver, a couple of boars argueed over reasons somewhat unknown.

Territorial Debate © 2005 Alex Cockburn. All Rights Reserved

A commission piece I did for a good friend of mine. I had fun working with my color pencils, used a lot of green too. Heh. Im a nature lover so I would gladly to a woodlend piece. Heh Like the shadows upon her and the lion too.

The-Tired-Traveler © 2004 Alex Cockburn

The Back of the Alley Band

This took me a while to do and finally finished it around 3am last night while listening to Gorillaz music for 5 hours straight. More of Cat and the Fiddle art, but this time I added more felines into the picture. I was inspired by a certain rock band and drew up a small feline rock band of my own. I wanted the felines to stay somewhat the same size, so I had to look for musical instruments that would fit their hands and not over exceed their body height. I might continue this idea and draw more.

Guess the correct breed of each feline " for the win ".

artwork © 2008 Alex Cockburn

The Back of the Alley Record

The Back of the Alley Record: From Our Point of View, is now for sale at your local music store. In their first major CD you will hear: "From Our Point of View", "Big Ball of Lunar Yarn", "The Laughing Mongrel", "All Mice, No Men", "Whiskers of String", and "Blind Hunt".

Selling Price: $29.99

Wanted to do something fun with the feline band, much like "Hard Day's Night" cover, except more witty. Mew!

artwork © 2008 Alex Cockburn

So I did a light background from Photoshop...trying to avoid it, but it came in handy for this one picture. It was a pain doing the vines and the thorns -_-;;

thornhang© Alex Cockburn 2002

Toof Tibbar Ykcul

This was done on black board, drawn with color pencils. Its based on a new DnD character who is a Jackalope Rogue. Was drawing this when I heard that the game that iw as planning top play in "might not" happen. Kindof sucks, but atleast its a good drawing.

Toof tibbar Ykcul © 2008 Alex Cockburn

Transmute

Do I feel somewhat ashamed because of what I wear? Sometimes I do. Sometimes I question it: “What is a male? What is the correct way for a male to act in public? What is the correct way for a gay male to act in public? Is even being gay normal?”

Letter is too long, but I would suggest that you should take a look at it to know the entire story.

transmute © 2008 Alex Cockburn

TransThought

This is a Diary entry that can only be read on my FA account. It talks about this one guy's thoughts about changing his sex from a male to a female.

TransThought © 2008 Alex Cockburn

Two Wolves and a Badger

Me, Hush-a-Bye and Tsunami Dragon. Two wolves in love with a badger who loves sheep.

Much love!

TwoWolvesAndABadger © 2009 Alex Cockburn

Unpleasant View

This is another Dear L image. If you wish to know the story behind the image, please visit here: http://o-kemono.deviantart.com/art/Unpleasant-View-92572585

Unpleasant View © 2008 Alex Cockburn

Unsuited

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"When you take off your costume, you go back to your normal life. You are you and not your character. You are back into the real world through your eyes and not through your fursuit. When I take off my suit, I felt sad, almost like I was not ready to face the real world mentally. You feel cold and uncomfortable for a few minutes when you take off your suit, not to mention sweaty and hot."

. . .

Unsuited © 2008 Alex Cockburn

This was something I did in the past, but now fully finished it ( I think ). The characters were done with ink and prisma markers while teh background was done with photoshop filters and effects. I was just fooling around with photoshop until I found something that works. I am not used to working with photoshop or have that much knowledge of it..

Until Death © 2006 Alex Cockburn

Up the Size

I couldn't help but read the Cosmopolitan on a dull day at work and I came across a 5 page article about how the average bra size went up in a decade. In some way, I dont really disagree with it because a lot of girls in college seem to have a very large chest and a thin body. It is like evolution, except focused in the wrong area. On a hot day, they dont really mind if way too much skin is showing.

...Teasers and show offs....

Does anyone agree with me? Those with large or small bra sizes, what do you think? Is this true, about the article?

Up the Size © 2008 Alex Cockburn