Vacant Bed Spot

Ever feel like you have nothing to come home to after a hard days work? You enter through your front door and drag your heavy feet into the bedroom, where you eye your own bed; unmade and empty. You feel like you could just flop down and never get up for the rest of the day, but yet something inside of you is saying that your night is "incomplete". All you have laying on your bed is an old stuff animal along with your blanket and pillows, nothing else. You are the only one who is on that bed, a bed big enough for two.

- Ookami Kemono

Vacant Bed Spot © 2007 Alex Cockburn.

Lap

I think that everyone, deep in their heart, longs to be nurtured and watched over, not just physically, but spiritually. When you hug someone, you bond with that person. You share your own aura and spiritual carma with the other. It is the same if you are laying down on someone that you care about, except you share that feeling for a longer time. The longer you lay on that person, the more you trust and feel for that person. You can think of nothing else but the person that you are using as your spiritual pillow.

Lap © 2007 Alex Cockburn

Art Block

Dont you hate it when Art Block just slaps you in the face and you are stuck looking at a white piece of paper, not knowing what to put down on it? In your mind, you are calling the Muse, but it takes awhile for her to pick up the phone and give you an idea. You just sit there and wait for an answer...

Ring, Ring, Ring

P.S: First time showing my fursona.

ArtBlock © 2007 Alex Cockburn

Muzzle Your Honesty

There are times when the truth hurts or someone can take what you are saying in the wrong way, which leads to anger and frustration. But what if you are being honest to a friend or someone close to you? Is it wise to keep that honesty locked up and just plain out lie to them? When something is not right and you know it, is it wise to just say to the other person that everything is fine? If a relationship or friendship is falling apart due to some reasons in which it bothers you, you want to tell your friend that something is not right in your friendship and you want to try to fix it. But the danger is that your friend might take it wrong or think nothing of it and just tell you that you are wrong.

Muzzle Your Honesty © 2007 Alex Cockburn

DepressionIsAnAct

I did this when I reliezed that many people look at someone that is depressed or troubles, and only think that it is an act to get peoples attention, become the center of attention most likely. I feel that this is not true. When someone is depressed or behaving in a distant or quiet way, or maybe in a loud and somewhat violent way, that are not putting on an act. They are showing others how they feel instead of keeping it locked up inside. Having your feelings locked up inside does terrible things to your body and your mind. When you do let it out, many would think that you are just acting out just to get attention.

DepressionIsAnAct © 2007 Alex Cockburn

A Secret Kiss

Only someone close and special to you can kiss you in such ways.

A Secret Kiss © 2007 Alex Cockburn

A Starving Full Stomach

"Its funny, those kind of feelings..." she thought. "You feel hungry, but when you put something in your mouth sometimes, you dont feel like eating at all. Its like your mind is playing tricks on you constantly. Sometimes when you do starve or dont eat 3 meals a day, your mind starts to tell itself the 'truth' about you and the world."

A Starving Full Stoamch © 2007 Alex Cockburn

Clinging Worry

Do you ever feel like something will slowly slip out of your hands without noticing it, or do you worry that you will loose something very precious to you within the blink of an eye? You wish for that moment to be kept with you at all times, never losing it, knowing that it is there to give you comfort. Time changes the world and effect people's lives.

Clinging Worry © 2007 Alex Cockburn

Pudgeness

The message to this picture is too long and I cant chop it up. Please go to the Comment box below to get the complete story and idea behind this picture. Thank you ^_^

Pudgeness © 2007 Alex Cockburn

Envy Over Pr0n

We have a lot of Yiff galleries and artists on teh web and all of them post their stuff all over the place. There are websites that are strickly Yiff based, where many furry artists and furry fans post up adult images for others to view and enjoy. Does one just stop Fapping and wonder if the artist themselves have ever been in that kind of sexual position or orgy before? Does one think about being in the middle of that dog-pile in real life and wonder how it feels? Does one wonder about the story behind the thick white layer?

EnvyOverPr0n © 2007 Alex Cockburn

RememberingEyes

o you believe that every item in your room has a history to it? Do you believe that something that was given to you from someone close has a strong personal and emotional imprint that will remain with it forever? Do you look at something and remember when you first bought it or given? if your gift or item has eyes, do you look into those eyes and remember exactly what you felt when you were given or when you bought that item? If someone close to you that is no longer in your life has given you something, and you look into it's eyes, do you remember those good times that you spent with that person?

RememberingEyes © 2007 Alex Cockburn

Shutdown Silence

Friends can easily misjudge one another. They think that they are turning into something that the other feels is stupid and unreasonable. They get mad at that person, shut them out and ignore them completely while the other tries to explain his/her actions in a friendly gesture, but is ignored, misjudged and pushed aside. It is easy to throw problems and ideas out of proportion and judge that person only on that. In order for one to understand, they need to talk face to face and explain everything out. Everyone is different in many ways, but some dont understand those differences.

More in Comment URL

Shutdown Silence © 2007 Alex Cockburn

BackStabbingChitChat

You can not help but think that people are talking behind your back; mocking you, telling false or twisted stories about you, pointing you out like a clown on the street. You are the center of negative attention and they expect you to just stand there and listen. They think that you dont have feelings and you dont care. And if you do have feelings, they will continue to make you feel bad and destroy yourself from the inside out.

BackStabbingChitChat © 2007 Alex Cockburn

Mid-Life Ponder

* Have you ever had one of those days where you find yourself on your bed, half dressed, watching TV and playing video games while there are other stuff to do with your time?
* Do you ever feel like life is slowly slipping by your fingers and you do not have the urge or sometimes the desire to grab it and mold it into something useful?
* Have you ever had those days where you think to yourself "What am I doing with my life? What am I supposed to be doing? Why has nothing happened to me while other people I know are already doing their dream jobs?"

Midlife Ponder © 2007 Alex Cockburn

Cut and Paste Pain

Its not fair, it is not fair to anyone to feel that depressed where they have no choice to but to damage their physical being. This is why human contact ( hugging, snuggling, holding hands, a shoulder to cry on, a stuff animal to hug, etc. ) is very important to emotional and sensitive people. We need it all the time whenever we are down. It gives us some hope and harmony in our heart as well as the feeling of being loved and looked after. When we don’t have anything like that on those dark moments, we hurt ourselves, thinking that no one will care or ‘no one loves me’ or anything like that.

Cut and Paste Pain © 2007 Alex Cockburn

Jealous Sounds

This reflects to my other images "Lowering the Tail". To some, sex is just something you do when you are bored or just want to release tension. To others, it could be a way to show how much you care about another in a physical way. Every human/furry needs that kind of physical contact; someone creasing your body as you do the same. Its like a physical exchange of thoughts and emotions with very small and gentle gestures.

- Ookami Kemono

Lowering The Tail

What if this happened when a furry is in bed with another, but she has second thoughts about it? She is in heat, but she doesn't want to mate because she might feel wrong about it, maybe shy, depressed or has second thoughts? She lowers her tail and pins it down, hiding herself from the one next to her. She ponders, thinks about what will happen if she lifts her tail. Is she embarrassed? Scared? Frustrated? Hiding a secret she doesn't want to show anyone? Does she change her mind, leaving the other unsatisfied?

Lowering The Tail © 2007 Alex Cockburn

Finger Fidgeting Love

It is rather cute to see one fiddle with a small attachment from the other, just playing with it idly, staring into space with it. Soon, the other would whisper the words “What is on your mind?” A lot of times, when someone is asked that question, they would draw a blank or refuse to answer it. They either don’t really know how to put it, or they are too embarrassed to talk about it. If one trusts the other, wouldn’t sharing things on their mind slip out without worry? Or would it be harder to expel it from the fear of embarrassment or shame? Its hard to know what the other’s tolerance are to “surprises”. One should not push the other to expel what he/she is thinking. Curiosity hurts, knowing the truth may hurt even more…

Finger Fidgeting Love © 2007 Alex Cockburn

Pussy Tiger Before and After

This is an image that is based off of a true event of her christmas present I got for her a few days before christmas, a 40" stuffed tiger. She really loved it, but the only thing is, is that she brought it to work with her. I had the day off, so I had no idea what "really" happened.

When she came back, the tiger was covered with coffee stains, mocha and expresso. The tail was also torn off. She came back with a sad look on her face, holding up the tail and the tiger. How she managed to do that to the tiger is beyond me. Maybe the manager wasn't there today. I helped her fix her tiger.

Happy Holidays.

Pussy Tiger Before and After © 2006 Alex Cockburn
"White Luck", the tiger, belongs in the arms of PussyCat.

ItsTheThoughtThatCounts

An image that I drew and PussyCat posed for. She bought a small Charlie Brown christmas tree with a small star to it. She also bought her "daily" pair of holiday treats. I would have colored it but I had no time to do so.

"Its the thought that counts" - PussyCat

Have a Merry Christmas and a Happy Holiday!

ItsTheThoughtThatCounts © 2006 Alex Cockburn

This is an old picture I did for my senior portfolio, based off my old DnD game. Keen, who is a head-first greedy winged mouse, wants to try to kill the large ogre as quickly as possible. But Jim, a fellow field mouse tries to tell Kim to not attack and keep hiding.

Of coarse, Keen never listens to reason... ^_^;

Keen and Jim © 2005 Alex Cockburn

In this picture, a female is stuck between two other males that are slowly undressing her and massaging her body. I was confused on what expression she should make in that situation: happy, dizzy, sad, worried, confused? I chose confused: She is confused due to the fact that she is allowing to have two males penetrate her body and have sex with her. She is not drunk or is swimming in a sea of lust, but more or less letting them grope her, trying to answer what it would feel like to have this kind of attention and is it a healthy choice.

The text is too long, so you can read the rest here: ( http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43113050/ )

Monkey In the Middle © 2006 Alex Cockburn

The discription is too long to put on here, so if you wish to know more about this image, please go here: http://www.furaffinity.net/full/257105/

^_^

NotGettingYounger © 2006 Alex Cockburn

A sample of my upcoming comic, "Concealment". These panels show almost all the cast memebers in the comic. This is page 24. I am now up to page 52 over the past three months.

inking can be very stressfull 0.o;;

ComicPage24Sample © 2006 Alex Cockburn
Concealment comic © Alex Cockburn. All rights reserved.

Hello everyone.

I just want to post this picture of PussyCat up. It is an old picture, but one I have not shown to anyone.

The reason I am posting this old picture is because I dont want anyone to forget her, PussyCat. I am sorry that I have not been drawing enough of her lately and that her site has not been updated for almost a year ( since she has no images that can go on her site ). She is having some trouble in her life here and there. if you want to read about it, you can check up on her livejournal account. Her link is ( http://www.livejournal.com/users/red_feline_eyes ). She feels that no one remembers her and she is sad about that. I just want to try to atleast make her feel better.

Thanks for your time.

LolliPussyCat © 2005 Alex Cockburn
PussyCat © herself

Artists struggle everyday, from artistic frustration to public and social problems. Every now and then, an artist mind cracks, giving up and frail their arms in frustration. A lot of artists get frustrated do to competition with other artists, other artists who get jobs and popularity. They struggle, we struggle. We struggle to survive the cruel world by trying to earn money through our art and talents. It is a very competitive field where only a very few artists out of a thousands of others are chosen or hired to do jobs that other artists would love to do.

- Ookami Kemono

AlwaysThereToHelpUs © 2006 Alex Cockburn

This is another sample of my comic that I am currently working called: ( does not have a name yet ). It took me a while to do the detail in this one, but it came out perfect. I have not yet added in text ( typed ), but I do have it written down....somewhere. I have to find it. Anyways, this is page 15 out of god knows how many.

Bristol with sharpie and technical pen.

ComicPage15 © 2006 Alex Cockburn

This one, as you can see, involves with health problems. It is somewhat scary. You dont know what is going on inside your own body. You can really detect every single problem your body is constantly fighting against. No one can see inside of their body. No one knows exactly what is swimming inside of their vains. Its scary what goes on inside your own body.

Everyone is always worried about their health. Some take it to an extreme level so that their body is constantly "healthy", and other just take risks and let nature take its course. Everyone's immune system is different. Some can take strong viruses and shrug it off teh next day while other suffer though it for long periods of time.

Unseen Worry © 2006 Alex Cockburn

I have written a long discription about this picture, but it is over 800 characters. If you wish to know the meaning behind this piece, please go to my DeviantArt page: http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/33438467/

QuestioningSexulality © 2006 Alex Cockburn

I felt really down when I drew this. For a long time, I wanted to draw a good shower scene, but I cant seem to get a good pose or view. This is somewhat close to a "shower scene", or an aftermath of a shower scene. I feel that showers or baths are a perfect place to issolate yourself, expell your emotions while getting doused with hot or cold water.

I somewhat got the idea scene from this picture after watching a lot of drama/romantic movies. In almost all of them, one would be crying at the far end of the bathtub with either beer, knife or bottles of drugs next to them.

Bottle Of Depression © 2006 Alex Cockburn