Meh. Took a while to do with just one pen. I did not know that my pen held so much ink. heh. Going to use it for another detailed drawing~ :D

ClothedFigure © 2004 Alex Cockburn

This is another sample of my comic that I am currently working called: ( does not have a name yet ). It took me a while to do the detail in this one, but it came out perfect. I have not yet added in text ( typed ), but I do have it written down....somewhere. I have to find it. Anyways, this is page 15 out of god knows how many.

Bristol with sharpie and technical pen.

ComicPage15 © 2006 Alex Cockburn

A sample of my upcoming comic, "Concealment". These panels show almost all the cast memebers in the comic. This is page 24. I am now up to page 52 over the past three months.

inking can be very stressfull 0.o;;

ComicPage24Sample © 2006 Alex Cockburn
Concealment comic © Alex Cockburn. All rights reserved.

Emotional, Character drawings, RP profile images, comics...Im up for work guys. If you want prices ( Not expencive to buy my prints ), contact me. Im open for anything ( almost )

ARF!!

Commission Sheet © 2004 Alex Cockburn
Images © 2003-2004 Alex Cockburn

ConcealmentPageWakeUp

This is a page from my in-progress comic Consealment. In this page, the main character wakes up after a nightmare where she finds herself torn between two different types of personas.

Consealment is about a girl who changes herself to try to fit into certain groups and tries to find a boyfriend while she is at it. She manages to join a punk/goth group and falls in love with one of the punks, Sasha. In the comic, she slowly loses herself in this seperate persona as she ties her best to make Sasha notice how much she loves him. This graphic novel is a drama based story which I hope I will publish in the end.

Concealment © Alex Cockburn. All Rights Reserved.
Artwork © 2007 Alex Cockburn

Something that I love to do on pure nights. I like to watch midnight movies ( mostly Adult Swim on the Cartoon Network ), laying in my bed and eating some cookies. I want my teddies to watch with me as well. heh. ^_^ Cookie Cookiie Cookie~

CookiesAndAMindnightMovie © 2003 Alex Cockburn

Ok, in order to understand this picture, you will have to go to this link ( http://www.deviantart.com/view/12912964/ ) or this link ( http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/12912964/ ) There is not enough room on my VCL description box for a full explination, so you will have to go into my DA page and get everything in detail. If you wish to argue against or agree with this image and what I have to say on my DA page, feel free to email me or Instant Message me. Thank you.

CryingFromFalseLove © 2004 Alex Cockburn

Ok..I had a hard time with this stupid text on a black background..too pixilated and the file was WAY to bing, so I went with something...plainer..a blurry white Kedamono with butcher knife on a white background. The poem is from a very good friend of mine, Samsy.

Poem©Samantha Henson 2002
CUT_poem©Alex Cockburn 2002

Cut and Paste Pain

Its not fair, it is not fair to anyone to feel that depressed where they have no choice to but to damage their physical being. This is why human contact ( hugging, snuggling, holding hands, a shoulder to cry on, a stuff animal to hug, etc. ) is very important to emotional and sensitive people. We need it all the time whenever we are down. It gives us some hope and harmony in our heart as well as the feeling of being loved and looked after. When we don’t have anything like that on those dark moments, we hurt ourselves, thinking that no one will care or ‘no one loves me’ or anything like that.

Cut and Paste Pain © 2007 Alex Cockburn

:;sniffles:: It has been a bad day in DnD world for me. When I advanced to a 9th level Rogue, my DM took a look at my sheet and saw that I had HANDLE ANIMAL as a skill. He said that I can not have that skill unless I cross class with a Ranger or something. So, I had to set my baby Desplacer Beast ( a purple skinny feline which has six legs, skinny body, spikes on its back and two long tenticals coming from its back ) go because I dont have HANDLE ANIMAL anymore. that really brought me day down. Even though my Displacer Beast was Neutral/Evil, I still wanted to train it so it would fight with me.

yes Yes, it is just a game, but when you play it more then enough times, you will start to grow emotions for your character and others -_-;

...Byebye Fluffy....

D&Dthought2 © 2003 Alex Cockburn

This is, sorry to say, my Valentines day picture. I am sorry it is very late...very late, but I had my reasons to put it off.

Ruined roses, candles, naked woman in a tub, writing something upon a piece of paper. Need I say more about the topic? It seems like all my valentines pictures have been depressing...I wonder why...

DayAfterLove © 2005 Alex Cockburn

I decided to give you guys a sample of what Dear L is going to look like in this book. It does not have teh same style as the earlier ones, but I still want it to work well.

I just want to show you that not all of the Dear L letters will be sexual, but it will talk and describe all problems that a person goes through, like drinking problems, parental problems, money and obsetion.

The book will run about $15 dollars per copy. There will be about 20 images and 20 letters. It wont cover EVER SINGLE drama episode, but there are some things that I think people will connect to right away.

Dear L- Best friend, Worst Enemy © 2005 Alex Cockburn. All rights reserved.
Artwork © 2005 Alex Cockburn

DepressionIsAnAct

I did this when I reliezed that many people look at someone that is depressed or troubles, and only think that it is an act to get peoples attention, become the center of attention most likely. I feel that this is not true. When someone is depressed or behaving in a distant or quiet way, or maybe in a loud and somewhat violent way, that are not putting on an act. They are showing others how they feel instead of keeping it locked up inside. Having your feelings locked up inside does terrible things to your body and your mind. When you do let it out, many would think that you are just acting out just to get attention.

DepressionIsAnAct © 2007 Alex Cockburn

Not really what I could really do. I could have done much much more to this picture, but I did this on the same day I did "Drama Scene.jpg", so I was a little tired.

I...just like the sword...?

Dnd Battle Ready © 2004 Alex Cockburn

All sharpie pen and a ball point pen. :;shrugs:: I like the way this came out. It was very fun to actully shade in teh shadows with cross hatching and scribbles. The Dnd group I am in is has like, 10 people. I play as a 2 year old Silver Dragon ( a shape shifter ). I wanted to be something unique, but someone else wanted to be a silver dragon too, so now, we have two dragons... I tell ya, big Dnd group games go NOWhERE...

Dnd Lost In the Woods © 2004 Alex Cockburn

Doodles From Work

Small little doodles from work. This is what happens when I am bored at work...

PussyCat is back and in chibi form.

Artwork © 2007 Alex Cockburn

Im sorry that I have not been posting that much on VCL or on DA. I have been very busy drawing images for my Character Design/Animation/Narritive Illustration portfolio for graduation. So I have been drawing up the wazzo in images. Most of them are done on Bristol board with color pencils, water color, pen, and pencil.

This is a pencil illustration I did of one of my DnD characters. He is more or less a small Silver Dragon. I was going to put all of his atire upon his form, but I decided to draw him naked. Never really drew a dragon before. I am glad the way this came out.

Dragon © 2005 Alex Cockburn. All Rights Reserved

Dreaming, peeling away form yoru body and going into a world where your Mind is God.

Mah, I has having trouble, deciding on what the background color should be... Black, White, or Gradiant. I chose white, because it seems to stand out alittle more than on black, not that heavy intense black.

DreamApart © 2003 Alex Cockburn

I wanted to title this DULL, because I was confused about the meaning of this piece. I remember drawing the SULKING image of a male laying there on his bed, feeling bored, weak and depressed. This picture remains me of that particular piece. You just want to lay in bed and never get up, your body limp and weak as your eyes gaze at something random infront of you while you think to yourself and let the word fly by without a single care in the world...

Dull © 2005 Alex Cockburn

Envy Over Pr0n

We have a lot of Yiff galleries and artists on teh web and all of them post their stuff all over the place. There are websites that are strickly Yiff based, where many furry artists and furry fans post up adult images for others to view and enjoy. Does one just stop Fapping and wonder if the artist themselves have ever been in that kind of sexual position or orgy before? Does one think about being in the middle of that dog-pile in real life and wonder how it feels? Does one wonder about the story behind the thick white layer?

EnvyOverPr0n © 2007 Alex Cockburn

Everyone Needs Toys

I know some friends that still have toys stashed away in their closet or in plain sight in their room. Even though their age are between 18 and 26, they still love to by small trinkets and toys once in a while. They believe that they are still clinging onto something in side of them that makes them young once in a while. I agree with them. No one is really too old to still collect small toys. Some say that they go to Newbury Comics to get their plushies and toys. I have been in Newbury comics before and half of their store holds toys and plushies, but more so for teenagers instead for toddlers.

This was just something small I just drew up. I dont really have any deep meaning for this picture, just something cute and happy.

Everyone Needs Toys © 2008 Alex Cockburn

Letter speaks for itself...

Farewell©Alex Cockburn 2001

Finger Fidgeting Love

It is rather cute to see one fiddle with a small attachment from the other, just playing with it idly, staring into space with it. Soon, the other would whisper the words “What is on your mind?” A lot of times, when someone is asked that question, they would draw a blank or refuse to answer it. They either don’t really know how to put it, or they are too embarrassed to talk about it. If one trusts the other, wouldn’t sharing things on their mind slip out without worry? Or would it be harder to expel it from the fear of embarrassment or shame? Its hard to know what the other’s tolerance are to “surprises”. One should not push the other to expel what he/she is thinking. Curiosity hurts, knowing the truth may hurt even more…

Finger Fidgeting Love © 2007 Alex Cockburn

After weeks of working and trying to understand one another, Shiroi did this small dance for Kutya. After that, Shiroi opened her arms to Kutya, and they finally hugged.

firsthug© Alex Cockburn 2002
Shiroi and Kutya© Alex Cockburn

Issarlk wanted me to do a picture of his character ( issarlk, a Raccoon/Feline character ), sitting under a street light, hugging himself and having snow fall on him. He wanted the picture to be similar to my old image "Noone Wants You". This came out pretty good in my eye. I got teh tail wrong though, now knowing that his character has a FELINISH tail, but I thing that the rings and the light shading on the tail works well. It balances things together in some way.....Am I making sence? 0.o

issarlk © issarlk
Artwork © 2004 Alex Cockburn

guess...he forgot something to put on...

forgotsomething© Alex Cockburn 2002

These are only four detailed scenes of drama related stories I somewhat wrote about. The Title of these drawings, from Upper Left to Bottom Right: "Waking Up The Queen", "Late Date", "Protective Friend" and, "Do You Have Time For Me?"

I am going to make more later on, more dealing with friendship related stories.

FourScenesofDrama © 2004 Alex Cockburn. All Rights Reserved

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freeookami© Alex Cockburn 2002

FurFright Hunger for Hugs

Another submission image for FurFright. It was much fun doing this. I wanted to do a Zombie image, but it turned out more "furry" than "zombie". Am I to expect this when I get there for the first time?

FurFright Hunger for Hugs © 2008 Alex Cockburn

FurFright Collab 2008

These are images that I sent to FurFright, all 14 illustrations. I know that they wont use all of them, but they did not say how many an artist can send out. I did enjoy doing all of them, each one a piece of art. When I am at furfright, I might sell some at the auction for those who haven't been picked or used.

See everyone there!

Artwork © 2008 Alex Cockburn. All rights reserved.