Shutdown Silence

Friends can easily misjudge one another. They think that they are turning into something that the other feels is stupid and unreasonable. They get mad at that person, shut them out and ignore them completely while the other tries to explain his/her actions in a friendly gesture, but is ignored, misjudged and pushed aside. It is easy to throw problems and ideas out of proportion and judge that person only on that. In order for one to understand, they need to talk face to face and explain everything out. Everyone is different in many ways, but some dont understand those differences.

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Shutdown Silence © 2007 Alex Cockburn

A Starving Full Stomach

"Its funny, those kind of feelings..." she thought. "You feel hungry, but when you put something in your mouth sometimes, you dont feel like eating at all. Its like your mind is playing tricks on you constantly. Sometimes when you do starve or dont eat 3 meals a day, your mind starts to tell itself the 'truth' about you and the world."

A Starving Full Stoamch © 2007 Alex Cockburn

Still Young

I was putting off some ideas for future drawings for a while due to the commitment to my comic, but I decided to try to at least do one image relating to a feeling that I am experiencing at the moment. This image deals a lot about maturity.

There is much more that needs to be said about this, so please click on the COMMENT button for more details.

Still Young © 2008 Alex Cockburn

I have a very long decription for this picture, but VCl wont let me post anything over 800 characters. If you wanna know more about this picture and my thoughts, the best place to go to is in my DEVIANTART website ( o-kemono.deviantart.com )

The decription is under the picture "Card13 The Awakening Pain"

StuffyLizardFriend © 2003 Alex Cockburn

Naked picture of a male, sulking in his bed...remembering bad times over a small amount of hours or throughout the year...Yeah...Seems when one seems depressed and weak, he or she just lets life slip on by, waiting for something, anything to pass by...So weak and hungry...

Sulking © 2004 Alex Cockburn

I was inspired by the Art Neavou(9or how ever you spell it...)) period and saw Alphans Muncha's work. I tried to draw that kind of feeling from his figure's hair to the tails. This is one out of many drawings with the same idea but with different creatures. I think the tails show a sence of power, lust and passion in the art itself. This was also an art trade picture for someone who loved my art work~

Tail9'clamshell'© Alex Cockburn 2002

Clinging Worry

Do you ever feel like something will slowly slip out of your hands without noticing it, or do you worry that you will loose something very precious to you within the blink of an eye? You wish for that moment to be kept with you at all times, never losing it, knowing that it is there to give you comfort. Time changes the world and effect people's lives.

Clinging Worry © 2007 Alex Cockburn

I agree, Skunks have the bushiest tail and they are very soft too, even teh fresh ones~

tailteddy© Alex Cockburn 2002
Pussy Cat© Alex Cockburn

Thank you for calling...

A simple phone call to a close friend or distant love one makes their world seem like cookies and creame on Valentines Day. Valentines Day can be an emotional day to many who have had a bad history on the 14th of February, so a phone call from a close friend, a crush or love one can make that person's day so much better. It just shows that someone cares about about that person. Show you care about someone by making a simple 5 minute phone call.

Happy Valentines Day.

Thank you for calling... © 2008 Alex Cockburn

The Power Of The Bunny

Diary entry is too long. Please visit my Furaffinity website.

The Power Of The Bunny © 2008 Alex Cockburn

The sum of my 2003 year ... and basically, the sum of myself. This year was not a happy one at all. I dont know what I did to deserve such abuce, but maybe it is because I did nothing at all.

Happy New Year Fur-Tushies~!

TheSumOfTheYear © 2003 Alex Cockburn

I did this when I was still in pain about art thieves. I mean, there is a fine line between insperation and stealing one's artwork. If you want to know my thoughts about this, go to my Deviantart site ( http://o-kemono.deviantart.com ) and look under this picture.

TheyTakeMySoul © 2003 Alex Cockburn

The first drawing I did in the year 2004. Accully, I did this very late at night before the count down ( watched it on FOX and on the CARTOON NETWORK ), and just finished inking it two hours after midnight..:;shrugs:: I was watching this movie called "Home Room" while doing this and one other image. It was a very strange movie, well DUH, it was an independant movie :P. I like those movies. heh.

Was a little down when doing this, but I really had fun doing the inking.

Thinking © 2004 Alex Cockburn

Meh, something old that I found in my old sketch books. Anubis, Horus, Bastet. Dog, Hawk, Cat. Puppy, Birdy, Kitty. Need I say more? :P

ThreeGods © 2004 Alex Cockburn

Throwing Memories Away

"It was rather hard doing so, each item and gift had some sentimental value attached to it that I dont want to forget. Photographs, Books, Toys, Jewelry...It was very hard because each piece I through away, I felt like I was throwing away a piece of myself along with it. This is the only way I could move on with my life and create a fresh start."

Throwing Memories Away © 2008 Alex Cockburn

::shrugs:: A picture for SilverBlue. Took a lot of guts to email her, but I was glad that I got a responce from one of the well known gothfur artists. must say drawing her character GothBunny was very hard, finding the right pose to put her in. But remembering back to the S.T.A.R clan in teh past, those dancing murderers served a purpose and I drew GothBunny "dancing like". drawing this for her was more than a pleasure, I must say.

artwork© Alex Cockburn 2002
GothBunny© SilverBlue

Too Lively For You

This picture was based off a scene from "Eternal Sunshine for the Spotless Mind", and something I can also relate too as well.

Too Lively For You© 2008 Alex Cockburn

hehe. Nothing much to talk about this picture. Kind of did this out of the blue

Tri© 2003 Alex Cockburn

More scenes of drama. Yeah, Im a dramaqueen...

These two dont really fit each other, but in some other way, they do. I will leave it up to you all to mke up whatever story you desire.

TwoScenesOfDrama © 2004 Alex Cockburn

This one, as you can see, involves with health problems. It is somewhat scary. You dont know what is going on inside your own body. You can really detect every single problem your body is constantly fighting against. No one can see inside of their body. No one knows exactly what is swimming inside of their vains. Its scary what goes on inside your own body.

Everyone is always worried about their health. Some take it to an extreme level so that their body is constantly "healthy", and other just take risks and let nature take its course. Everyone's immune system is different. Some can take strong viruses and shrug it off teh next day while other suffer though it for long periods of time.

Unseen Worry © 2006 Alex Cockburn

Vacant Bed Spot

Ever feel like you have nothing to come home to after a hard days work? You enter through your front door and drag your heavy feet into the bedroom, where you eye your own bed; unmade and empty. You feel like you could just flop down and never get up for the rest of the day, but yet something inside of you is saying that your night is "incomplete". All you have laying on your bed is an old stuff animal along with your blanket and pillows, nothing else. You are the only one who is on that bed, a bed big enough for two.

- Ookami Kemono

Vacant Bed Spot © 2007 Alex Cockburn.

"I have stolen your heart, my Valentine~"

Valentines_02©Alex Cockburn 2002

A small little comic I did out of the blue. It came out pretty well.

Virgin Reveal © 2005 Alex Cockburn

ugh. I have uploaded too much this time. Now it is time to take a break.

This is of coarse, GothBunny. SilverBlue is such a nice person and a joy o talk to. I did this for her out of the kindness of my heart and Pussy Cat's as well, wanting to thank her for supporting me to draw more and to feel better about my work. She and others have been a great insperation to me, thus, my sketchbooks keep getting filled every month with drawings -_-. I need a stroage room to place all my sketch boks. Dark closet cant hold anymore. Maybe some sketchbooks migth be on sale later in the furture...depends.

Picture dedicated to SilverBlue ( Ceredwyn-Ealanta )

Artwork © 2003 Alex Cockburn

Heh. I had fun with this. My classmate suggested that I should lose the bandage on her chest.

WhiteWall© Alex Cockburn 2002

Whore Open Eyes

The discription for this is WAY too long. It is in a Diary layout as well. You can view the meaning of this picture by going to my FA account or clicking the Comment link below. However, I believe you might need to be a member in order to view the image there since it is a mature rating.

All I can really say about this, is that it is about a guy who has a fem-boy body and always goes to clubs to have a sexual experiance. This is when he suddenly has second thoughts about who he is and what he has been doing.

Whore Open Eyes © 2007 Alex Cockburn

Something totally out of the blue. Did not wish to draw hands and fingers, so I did wings instead. LOL. I liked the detail I did in this one.

WingedKem © 2004 Alex Cockburn

There is only one person who you could really trust, who will always be there in your sight when you really need company, who will not hurt or run away from you, and who will always smile when you smile back...

wishingtobetheimage©2002 Alex Cockburn

too many uploads..going to stop for a month or so... -_-

Was watching Lord of the Rings ( Not a huge fan, but I love teh story and plot ) and drew this little thing. I had to get some inspiration and help to do the stone statue. I used the artistic drawings for rock in the Japanese comic Dark Capture, by Ryusuke Mita ( KICK ASS ARTIST )

WizardsPast © 2003 Alex Cockburn

I wanted to do a love scene, something new. I had trouble doing the right pose for teh female, and the foreare for the male. heh. Tongue licking kiss~

Wove © 2003 Alex Cockburn