my mouse oreo passed away this past monday. she was a year and 10 months old, which is really old for a mouse, i think. she was so wonderful, and had such a personality to her. i will miss her so much.

so, here she is joining her sisters sugar and onyx in some sort of afterlife. while i personally don't believe in an afterlife, i still like to dream that maybe there is one. and that they're there.

sugar and onyx are two of my old mice that passed on. they were around when i had oreo. so... i changed oreo's hair. my chara oreo that is, because i feel this is more suiting to her. she'll live on through her

Delu with her new blind eye and a Sariyah plushie.

Sometimes you just gotta sit back and breathe, and revel in everything you have - no matter how insignificant. To take in the things that most take for granted, like the sky, the stars, the forest, the animals. The air. The chance to be alive and breathing... sometimes you don't want to be. Sometimes you REALLY don't want to be, but... sometimes. When you've got great friends it's worth it.

That's the kinda feeling I got from seeing Chin and Miette and Mike interacting...
So... I doodled this up today. I know it's not very good, I just.. can't draw right now for some reason, can you tell? :|

ANGST who cares.

This was drawn by Lindsay, and sent to me in the mail. I transferred it to bristol board and colored! I like it. Lindsay is so talented. I think I'll use this at AC as my badge, since it's so perfectly me. My micies Phobia, Oreo and Delu. Mruu! LOVEYOULINDSAY.

Gravity.
Albino Smooth Collie.
Hope.

Hey baby, we'll give you a new crime scene to investigate.

...Hyz and me are overly obsessed with CSI:Miami (and I'm a huge CSI junkie)... and. Well. MMMF. HORATIO HAVE OUR BABIES!!!! *flails*

So, Lindsay drew this a while ago, and she sent me the original. (She sends me so much art ya'll have no idea I am overflowing with Lindsay arts... and I wouldn't have it any other way. >3 )

Since it was on typing paper, I used colored pencils because markers bleed too badly. I tried to reink it a bit once I got done penciling it, but none of my pens work too well over colored pencil, and I was scared to death to mess up Lindsay's inking.

So, Devon and Hayden... are so adorable. I love you Lindsay! Thank you so much for sending me this, and all the billions of other things. I'm too spoiled. :heart:

Cause I love Kayla. And Don loves Ton so much. I just doodled this real quick. See, this is why I don't ever draw humans. Then my scanner ate the shading. Oh, well. His hair is blonde, not orange, it just kinda. Ate it.

Devon Satanica - Doberman Pinscer(cropped ears and tail). Love, Hope, Happiness, Naivety, Innocence, Heartbreak, Care, Physical, Touch, Emotion, Empathy.

Neema N'Kai - White Lioness. Rebelliousness, Strength, Dominance, Anger, Rage, Short-Tempered, Bitchyness, Fighter, Self-Esteem, Power, Drugs, Alcohol, Sexual, Partyer.

Delu Nasha - Gray Mouse Lemur. Depression, Hurt, Pain, Masochism, Self-Hatred, Mental Illness, Bulimia, Panic, Agoraphobic, Scared, Timid, Submissive, Suicide.

Triad Equinox - Basenji. Detachment, Apathy, Nature, Spiritual, Calm, Animal Rights, Activist, Quiet, Shy, Timid, Distant.

Still gotta do the page with Donnath, Anima and Marilyn.

Marilyn and Joshua Kuda, brothers. ^_^ Both afghan hounds.

Gotta go right now so short descrip! :heart: Sorry this sucks Paula, I had crappy paper and rushed.

I swear I uploaded this here. o_O But I guess I didn't. It's kinda old.

Dascon the snow leopard who is with Lindsay's Chin. Maynard the lamb who is with Looz's Adrien. ^^

Lindsay is very important to me. She's been one of my best friends for the past year and a half I think Lindsay? I confide in her with everything. She knows everything about me, and while it scares me I am thankful to have her. We're extremely close friends, but not like that *pokes Paula*

Anyway... I love her very much. And wanted to draw us. And. Well even tho it may seem strange it's a happy picture. We're connected in even the most painful of ways.

So I tried computer coloring. DO YA'LL SEE WHY I DON'T EVER COMPUTER COLOR I SUCK THE END. >|

Sketch for Karen. I really messed it up, and knew I messed it up so I rushed and killed it. x_x

Frostbite and Kraven. :3

This would be my character Neema N'Kai. She's a white lioness, tall, built, and bitchy as Hell. She's one of my main 7 voices. She has a brother named Dashande N'Kai, RPed by Paula. She's actually lecusitic if you wanna get technical, but pretty much albino.

SO. THE WONDERFUL beautiful talented creative amazing sweet loving caring sexy artistic amazing Meg drew this and sent it to me in the mail. The inked version can be seen on her DA page.

A little non-anthro sorta chibi thing Anima and Collision. I wanted to draw Collision's new colors, and I just wanted to draw for Lindsay cause I love her very much!

She's the ONLY person that remembered Anima's birthday. I forgot. He's mad at me for that - and hates me even more now and likes Lindsay more than me. :| But that's a good thing Miss Lindsay ;3

So yeah I doodled this. I inked Lindsay's head bad omg ignore it I just wanted to show her. ; ;

Ok so I get into these obsessions. I have all my life. Right now I have a few people in them, but one of the most prominent would be Vincent D'Onofrio. He is like. The best actor ever. c___c Ohgod. And so cute. I'm sure ya'll have seen him before... he's the main serial killer in The Cell, the star of Law and Order: Criminal Intent, the guy in the Edgar suit in Men In Black, the crazy no-nose cocaine dealer in The Salton Sea, and more!

So yeah. I made up a character for him. Paula and I (she shares in my obsessions, tho she's not very obsessed with him but she has her obsessions and eeehehhehe... csi... ) decided he should be a tree kangaroo. It just. Suits. I think anyway.

So anyways. Drew this for Leah, because... well. I love her? That's good enough right. o_o This was drawn on CRAPPY ASS paper which is why it sucks so bad. ; ; It eats the colors.

So, Mike/Spo0ky and Anima are sitting here, looking insanely bored. Mike's about to poke Ani or something, and he's probably got some sort of sharp object in that other hand. They like to sit around and hurt each other - they always have for like. Um. Ever. (Ok 4 years but that's as long as I've known my LeeLee ; ; )

SO YES. Mike has a plush of his boyfriend Kiley, and Ani has a plush of his boyfriend Deimos!

Uh, I'm gonna be cheap cause this was a pic for LeeLee... butuh... HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANI I'm sorry I'm a day late. *Ani smears Jolyn guts on everyone's computer screens*

A picture for some of the people that mean the world to me. I have lots of friends on this internet thing, in this community. But some of them are more dear to me than others. Some of them have been there through everything. Some know things about me I wish I didn't even know about myself.

Some have been there for 4 years or more. Either way...

I love you all.
The little lyric is from A Perfect Circle's "Gravity" ..it makes me think of all of you. :heart:

I doodled this yesterday and then inked it and colored it. It's just a tiny little doodle...

Anyways - Devon and Hayden are in love. :3 Yes they are. Everyone go listen to the song "Hidden Place" by Bjork, it makes me think of them. And "All Neon Like" and "Unravel" mrow... so yes... LOVE YOU LINDSAY. This has many flaws I know, but..... oh well.

They are both boys.

Today we learned some things in Animal Science that I didn't know. I tried to become a vegetarian for a few weeks, but failed. I still know I can't do it - but I was sickened, SICKENED by what I learned.

That in order to keep the organs and meet fresh, and in order to get the blood out of them they "disorient" the animal they are going to slaughter, by giving it either an electric shock or by sticking a high velocity pole into their heads... and then they slit their throats so that the animals bleed out - therefore getting all the blood out of their bodies, making the meat better for US to EAT.

....I don't know if I can eat meat again. I don't know.

Amanieu the arctic wolf, Frostbite the white dragon, and Zheyla the pampas cat.

Introducing one of my newer characters DIMITRI the kit-fox/gyrfalcon mix. ^^ Again, my scanner ate the shading on this. Bleh... so I bet it looks horrible on most screens huh? ; ;

He works at the club with Agamemnon, and is really good friends with Troi. He's very vain, arrogant but deep down he's insecure. He whores himself out, has a coke habit, and is rather.... flamboyant. He has no eyebrows! AH NO EYEBROWS ARE COOL WTF GUINAN FROM ST:TNG INSPIRATION!! ...er.

Troi is albino, pure albino fennec fox... he's got purple contacts in, and he paints on his eyebrows... and. Erm. Yeah. End.

Twirling round with this familiar parable.
Spinning, weaving round each new experience.
Recognize this as a holy gift and celebrate this chance to be alive and breathing.

This body holding me reminds me of my own mortality.
Embrace this moment. Remember. We are eternal.
All this pain is an illusion.

Lyrics (c) Tool.

I love you Paula Whitney. :3

So this is for Lindsay and Kayla because... well, Andre is Lindsay's character that is like my Donnath, and therefore Kayla's Tonoso. So, here they are in anthro form. Don the albino jaguar (or somethin' he's actually an elf) telling Andre the Bulldog something, while Ton the raptor chimes in adding his opinion.
They're probably talking about how Anima and Mauja need to get smacked around and stfu. Kayla's lucky and doesn't have an insanely mean bastard in her head. x______x

New chara created in an extreme bout of emotion today.

First sketch of one of my character sheets I'm working on. I'm drawing 2 of these - 1 of Devon, Neema, Delu and Triad; the other with Donnath, Anima and Marilyn. I've had this sketched for forever. I've inked it, and it looks much better IRL. So, I have a lot to do.... and I doubt I'll be getting this done anytime soon. I want to take my time on it anyways, cause I kinda like it so far.
So I figured I'd upload the sketch.
I added an overlay in photoshop, it looked better than plain black and white.

Devon - Doberman - Heartbreak/Love/Innocence
Neema - White Lioness - Anger/Rebellion/Self-Esteem
Delu - Grey Mouse Lemur - Depression/Self-Hatred/Masochism/Mental Illness
Triad - Basenji - Nature/Detachment/Shyness

Lala. I hope they look kinda like their species. :|

Doooodles. They stink. Oh, well. On the same page as the picture I did of Verj and Saja for Atelophobia, you can see them at the bottom. o_O

Sindri the Great Pyrenees... he's actually tall, like... 6 feet.

Celestine the Grimmorph, goddess of Weather. She's about 5'7"

Cielo the Cloud Dragon. He's like... 7'2" or something. o_o

The end.

Anima and Deimos in their feline forms KIIISSSSIIINNNNG.

SO. Deimos is Paula's! Ah, she gets the Anima finally after pining away after him for a long long time. >3 Now you have to be fair Paula and give me Lucas. ;______; *sobsobsobPINES*

This sucks major ass I'm sorry Paula and I really gotta stop with this shitty Photoshop bgs I mean really. But I'm too lazy to do real ones. ; ; I MESSED UP THEIR FACES DON'T LOOK ; ; I suck at feline faces.

So Anima is a tiger anthro, and Deimos is a black jaguar... though I made him really dark grey cause it was easier.

Ok. I LOVE YOU MISS WHITNEY.

Anima. Vent.