Yeah, so Hunter and my would-have-been 3 year anniversary was September 10th. Yet, as you can see, he's moved on. Quite quickly, might I add. \r\nAlready kissed. Sheeeeeeeesssssh. Took him a month to kiss me. Crazy boy. And I had to kiss him.\r\nSilly.\r\nYet, I'm... feeling alright.\r\nBecause I've got my Lee Lee, here to help me hang on. And my NeyNey and Aya. Aw. I feel such luff.

I started this while I was in Toronto after Sarah gave me the picture she drew of Anima in his Wrath form. So, I was inspired, and drew Wrath Anima and Greed Lucreito. They are in their Sin forms, which she created.\r\nLucreito is stitched up with golden thread in this form.\r\nTheir tears are blood.\r\nBut Anima feels no physical pain, because he'd like that - and their Sin forms are the epitome of everything they fear and despise.\r\nDone in tria markers and colored pencils.

*cackles* I called Lee Lee last night, and we were talking. And she was pissed at that dumb kid upstairs that's always jumping on his bed. And she was making me cackle, so I just... doodled. This was actually in purple pen, but I modified it in photoshop to be PINK. Fear.

SW loves on Lee Lee. I was feeling really super down one night, after telling Lee Lee some. Things. \r\nAnd I felt weird.\r\nAnd dumb.\r\nAnd. Well. I love her. :D NOT YOU.

SilverWing kisses Lee Lee! c__c; Shut up. LEE LEE AND I ARE REALLY REALLY GOOD FRIENDS. We are more than any dumb label. Romantic, friendship... bleh. Labels.\r\nI adore my Lee Lee Foxie. \r\nSo I give her affection! :D

Devon loves Slip, yes he does. He's just not very good at expressing the emotion of LOVE. He's always had flings, little relationships here and there, lots of meaningless sex. But never has he truly LOVED someone like this, except for Virus. And that ended, and the feelings are gone. Replaced with hatred. And I hope Courtney doesn't hate me because of Devon's feelings. o_o I seriously am not meaning for him to be like this, it's just... how he is. It's strange how he's taken on his own personality, and how he controls his own little part of my brain.\r\nAnyway, the night they hooked up, before the misunderstanding, Devon was all kissing Slip on the cheek.\r\nSlip was actually wearing nothing, since that's how Slip normally is. But I drew him in boxers since people were watching me draw and woulda thought I was crazy... c_c\r\nAs if they don't already.

Just last week it was like... almost 100 degrees here. I thought I escaped that weather when I left North Carolina. x_x Thankfully, it's gotten cooler. Right now I'm in a long sleeved turtle-neck, since it's only about 60 degrees and rainy outside. Altho it is hot in here. x_x Oy. But at least no more 90 degree heat and humidity. Yay.

Devon messed up. Made Slip think he didn't love him, and still loved Virus, when in fact Devon is very angry at Virus inside. Then Slip didn't wanna be around him, and it hurt. Like Hell. And Devon almost ended his life, but before he could cut any deeper I held him, and told him to be strong, just like he holds me and tells me to be strong. I love my Devon.

Drawn my first day of school.\r\nNeedless to say, things aren't very good up here in snob-ville Connecticut. They don't particuarly like "different" people, that are individualistic and don't wear tight pastel colored clothing.\r\nUgh.

Just wanted to let her know, that I'm always thinking of her, always am here for her, and always will be here for her. I love you my Lee Lee. *snugson*

Yunikon cut up her face because she doesn't want to be pretty anymore. Haze didn't understand, and she got even FURTHER upset. Anima despises Haze, because he's an ASS to Yunikon. But, he won't do anything to Haze because he cares too much for Yunikon. x_x So. Since he understands why she cut, here he is hugging her, showing his support. \r\n

Jolyn has been feeling really sad lately, for reasons. And, amidst the saddness her true friends have really shown their flying colors.\r\n\r\nI could only fit so many into this picture, and the larger dog type animals (Sabby and Jagori) seemed to go best with this image. I'm going to draw more for you, my friends... \r\n\r\nThat's Aya in SW's lap, since Aya did nuzzle up in my lap last night. Ok, it was just online. BUT STILL. And.. that's a LEE LEE COCKROACH on my nose. FEAR!

SilverPaw and Lee Lee. SilverPaw is the animal representation of myself, which is a basenji. (I changed her from an arctic fox, since I felt the basenji was more accurate, and felt as though the basenji was indeed, my true animal. It had been my first choice, then I changed, then realized my first choice was correct)... anyway.\r\n\r\nI was very sad, still am very sad, for reasons I'm not going into here. So, since whenever I'm even remotely sad Lee Lee's always there for me (and always is anyway...) I drew her in a were-fox form, hugging me in my were-basenji form. Yay? Love you Lee Lee. *snugs*

Devon being sad.\r\nWhat's new?\r\n"Nobody loves me everybody hates me..."\r\nDevon is having *really* bad luck in the romance department. o_o *snugs him*

Victoria Eshe... (name thanks to the almighty Courtney!! ((Otome)) Fear her.) Since Courtney had a Bloody Roar character, and I adore RPing with my 'NeyNey I decided to create a BR chara to pair up with hers. SO. Here is Victoria, the raccoon zoanthromorph. Isn't that the word? Speaking of Bloody Roar, Imma go play me sum now... Primal Fury. Yup. (She was based off of my three favorite characters, Jenny, Uranus and Uriko, and has similar fighting tacticts. She likes to run on all fours all the time. Kinda like Uriko.)

So, I felt like drawing my Lee Lee since I love her so much. And I wondered what the pink one would look like as a sheltie - so... here we go! Love ya Lee Lee. ^_^ *snugs*

Neema has had crushes on lots of people... she's just like that, that's part of her character. But she's always seriously liked..loved one person, and that person is Mike. The feelings are sort of shared in return, but they don't have a relationship, Mike isn't with her. MIKE IS LEE LEE'S. I just felt like drawing this... inspired by Tool. And inspired to let Lee Lee know I love her. ^^

Drawn on the plane as I left Charlotte to move to Westport, Connecticut. I'll miss him so much. We loved each other so much. Life will never be the same again... it's as though a whole part of me is gone.

I started this picture almost a year ago, and just now finished it, which is why it looks so strange, and is why Kay is a cat and not a hyena thing. \r\n\r\nI'm in CT now, and I have the net. I'll try to get online later. Things are busy right now.

SW and Triad sulk. Big surprise there... I GET TO GO TO TORONTO TOMORROW. I will meet Sarah, Kay and Vero. FEAR ME. >D Thanks for the pictures Sarah!! I LOVE YOU!

I started drawing how I felt one night, and this is what happened. I also want to say thank you to Michelle Yague and Amanda Mitchell for the art they drew for me, it really helped me out. *snugs on them*\r\n\r\nI finally am about to go update my journal! So. Go read it! (True you have to be on my friends list to read it, and if you're on VCL you probably are... and if you aren't, and want to be, then e-mail me and ask. I'll letcha be most likely. ^_^)

Have you ever felt like everyone is just pushing you closer and closer to the edge, just waiting to see how far you can go, just waiting to see how much it takes until you snap and fall off? I've already fallen off once, but my wings caught my fall. Now that they're broken, if I fall again I don't think I'll be able to be saved... yet the whole world seems to wish to test me... seems to see how far it can take things until I snap...\r\n\r\nAnd so ends my upload of old sketches.

SilverWing sitting alone on the beach. SW's outfit was created by Zer, in a recent image of SW she drew for me. *loves on Holly*

Sugar and Mr. Lacitor as non-anthros. They were on a page with a bunch of other characters, but I didn't like how the others turned out.

One of my first real attempts at a were. This is Mantra (my old character Mantra will have to be renamed, the name suits this one.) She's a were-basenji. She's the were I first felt myself as... before I realized I felt I was more fox than dog.

I felt like drawing some characters I hadn't drawn in a while, so Judiah, Eva and Lekura popped onto my paper. All of my neat colored charas. >D \r\n\r\nAnyway, I won't be updating for about... a month to two months. I'm moving. And I won't have a computer or any internet access. I'll miss everyone so much. ;_; Thank you for all of the pictures everyone, I'll be thinking about you!

Merkaba and Mike, colored in Tria markers.

Just felt like drawing Felina to show that I FINALLY determined her markings and species. She's a blue-point balinese. They're basically semi-longfurred (I exaggerated a bit in this image) siamese cats. I through a cheap background in and doodled all over it, putting one of my favorite (and currently, a song I'm very emotionally attached to) Tool quotes at the top. You get a cookie if you know which song it's from >P

Today while sitting around miserably watching the ST:TNG marathon on the new TNN I drew this. My thoughts won't get off of him. I love him so much... but I just want something I can never have. And I feel so broken and empty inside.

*sigh* My description for this was deleted so I'll just have to be more concise to appease the admins. Shinny babe, try to be happy. Know that even tho I may not be allowed much communication right now, I'm thinking of you. *snugs* Be strong.