...ok... so I was listening to John Coltrane when I was coloring this... you know, "In a sentimental mood" So it turned out to be a nice starry night. I wouldn't kill myself, no... killing yourself is extensively stupid, though I mean, if I were, I think I'd jump off of something really high. Heh, it's the impact that hurts right? This makes me think of alot more things, really... the way things never turn out the way they should, though... now, I don't want to go into it.

drawn on my oekaki(http://www.mousebox.net/oekaki)[<--yay for shameless advertising!] of course XP

I drew this picture on a very sad Sunday. I went to go vist a friend, and he was... I dunno. Though basically, he talked shit to my face for about 30/40 minutes, then 20 minutes later, as me and a friend were walking home, he caught up with us, and asked(pretend the word asked is "commanded Hutton to get the fuck away") to talk to me. Then he said he wasn't meaning it and all... or something. Yeah, this is how that whole moment felt like. -_-;

I dig the way my style made this... it looks... cool. Yeap. I drew this for my livejournal, a few weeks ago it reached up to 600 posts X3 I've had the damn thing for a few years... and by a few, I mean 2 years. Hah. *hugs Zee* by the way, it says "Body bags R' us" on there... uhm... just in case. yeah.

Zee smashy mouse-y. Heh. YEAP. This is actually the 2nd version of this picture, I gave the 1st version to one of my really loved old Friends. I liked the 1st version a lot, so I tried to re-draw it, but I wasn't looking at the 1st version... and well, this one didn't turn out as good as the 1st.I think, when drawing the first, it was around when I had just gotten back from Rudy's house. He lives in the garage and all, and I saw a cute little mouse *snf* then I thought about old cartoons... and then... this came out. Why are cartoon mouses bleeding!? *cries*

*points* That one's head popped off.

yeah... what the hell are they sitting on?

...ok! Heh, I've been thinking about making the noose necklace part of Zappa's character design, though heh, most of the time I forget to draw it on her >_O'

I wasn't really happy when I drew this... I just wanted to use Red alot... so yeap, this is off.

Awww... the feel of people.

Fluck is trying to get out of Zee's brain. Actually, that wasn't the idea when I was drawing this picture, this picture started out with no idea and ended up with this o_O;;

...strange...

ee! This picture amuses me way too much XD

lol, I <3 their expressions

Ok... who HASN'T had the urge to do this?

Fluck is being very Sexy. This is what Fluck does. Haha, everyone on VCL has thier own little bi/gay character. It's just something everyone has =|

It's one of those things that was supposed to be very origanal, but not. See, maybe to everyone around us, this is very weird, but at VCL, gay-ness is kinda... very common. Hm. Whatever. OMG look, random masturbating Zee! YAY! *dance*

This was actually drawn on my little... divider thingie, though I think it's really cute. ;_;

It's Panda giving Zee a piggy back ride, awwf. It makes me all gooey,melty and smelly inside. Like mushy pie under neath me toe nails.

This is way too small in my opinion. Basically, a half-assed picture of Zappa going to the Zoooo...!

For those of you who don't know, Zappa is part gazel. What is that deformed thing she is laughing at/mocking!? A Gazel of course. Hah, this is a silly stupid picture, the classic 'hypocrite' shit. I was planning to draw a part two, a 'gazel gets pissed off breaks through glass brutally destorys Zappa with horns' picture, but I got way too lazy.

...yeah, this picture probably would have been better if that was Ex instead of Zappa, because Ex is the homicidal lover... Anyways, still pretty cute though, eh!? YES!?

...We all know that if someone were to bite off another's head, there would probably be ALOT more blood...so yeap. hehe, this is amusing me, because this is very very soft violence. Aww... Zee looks so happy ;_; she's like "WHEE I BITE YER HEAD!!! YAYAYAY!"

*huggles Zee*

Mer, this one was drawn right after that other... one. You know...mer. Yes. They are melting in very very ungodly thick.. goo... or something.

you bastards love the angst, admit it.

...Even I admit this is stupid. I need to change the bang color of Fluck...

His unconscience, drugged up pain makes me laugh with such joy that I feel the need to vomit.

Another wonderful day at school.

Not having friends makes Zee's mind see things. Zee's mind knows she's lonely, and thus, 6 'people' were born. None happend to come at the same time, each representing a differant part in Zee's life. Jaunt being the first, he shows up when Zee is about 4, Zappa the 2nd, shows up when Zee's 8, and Non-nark, shows up when she's 10.

the other 3 haven't come back yet. (these are getting pretty boring, aren't they? *sleepy*)

Heh, this has nothing to do with the song, really. Though when I was saving this, the song was playing... so yeah. This is Ex, Zee's little slave girl/1st actually creation. Uhm, and later on, the killer lover, or something, I dunno. She's a very confused girl.

Ok, this is one of those "Zee loves to hurt Fluck" pictures. Fluck being the guy on the left running towards you, yes, towards you, AHAHAHA

...Zee made a very effective voodoo doll of Fluck, there's more to this story, but I'll explain the rest as I get the rest of the pictures uploaded. My, oh, my, aren't you excited?

This looks rather shitty. Oh well, though. Heh, it's one of those kinda pictures, you know? By the way, she's walking. This is what Zappa does to get her mind off things, or to have her mind walk upon things, or something.

Drawn pretty damn late at night, and having too much of Sneaker pimps/Wumpscut makes me draw stupid crap like this. Yes... I will now punch myself.

Sometimes poor Zappa feels as though the boys behind her are always laughing and making fun of poor Zappa. No worries, if not obvious, Zappa loves them, LOVES THEM SO MUCH, I LOVE THEM ENOUGH TO HURT THEM, BECAUSE THAT IS WHAT LOVE IS.

*twitch* I have a trenchcoat. I can hide things in it, like soda and drugs. I don't do drugs, so maybe I can hide a fetus or something in it.

Who the fuck needs friends?

We've got sock puppets. Boy, wish I had a sock puppet. That'd kick arse, and you know it.

Uh, yeah, that little blue thing actually isn't a contruction line. I wanted that to be there, single color in black in white. Yes, and we'll pretend like my lazy ass excuse actually had some very deep hidden artistic meaning.

I have no idea what this is all about. Though, for some awkward reason I really like how her wings look, they <i>actually</i> look like bat wings, or something. Her smile also amuses me. Though I can't seem to find where the hell the thoughts went,that I was thinking when I drew this.

After a long nice talk with myself, I notice how extremely lonely I actually am. It's one of those days when I feel like walking somewhere just to have the feel of somewhere to go, when I feel like sitting on the top of the bridge and letting my feet hang. The kinda day I just feel like laying in the hall way on the dirty white tiles, or perhaps lying in the bath tub so long that my fingers start to wrinkle and the water turns cold. I want to break off my computer teacher's legs. Though, he really has nothing to do with my mood, just think it'd be fun to break off someone's legs. Heh.

Hah, guy at my school had a skirt. I had urges to touch/lick it. Moo. Zappa loves males plus skirt equals nice cannot think right want to masturbate.